Dirty Way

Excellence

I've been waiting for another one
That could teach me something for too long
Everybody called me lazy
But I've tried to stay so high as I was
Before I just get this way everyday

Then I thought that I could get this far
I put myself into my own war
And you can think that all was in vain
But it's wrong, cause in our life we fight
And that's giving us some gain everyday
Feel my pain
Against dirty way

Feel my pride
That's the best way that you can trace
And I'm trying
To escape from the dirty way

Face Your Fear

Excellence

Through your eyes - All I see
What you hide - In the mist
From your face - Drop the tears
Your disguise - Makes you bleed

All your lies are making you believe
Hold your breath it's time to face your fear

Close your eyes - Then you'll see
All the truth - That you need
The clock ticks - In your head
And all the world's - Spinning fast

Fight

Excellence

Leave me alone
I don't want any help
If my fate is this I'll face it

Don't judge my mistakes
Understand my position
This life is mine so I will taste it

We're hurt kids
Enclosed by oppression walls
Our life, our fate is always wrong
But will be never more

Escape is cowardice - So face yourself
Nobody's better - You should make it
Don't hear what they say - don't take their help
Be alone fight it by yourself

The time for you just came
So let burn all these flames
There wasn't no one for you when you screamed
In the dark or in any other fear
Who didn't let you drop any tear
Don't waste the chance to make it your own way

Going Down to Nowhere

Excellence

I walk alone through pain and deceptions
I know my fate has tragic dimensions
I think my soul is going down to nowhere
And as you see the devil keeps holding me close

I can feel it's time to die
Won't you help me old best friend?
I bleed while you laugh
For thousands of moments
We shared all our deep plans
And now when I need you
You show me your instinct

In your hands you hold my life
I have no way to survive
I will die, there's no return
Soon my soul will stink and burn

Hate

Excellence

Tension filled with sorrow
For its moment waits
Spreads itself in silence
In gelid clime that came

In the dark of night you're seeking
Beneath you deepest fear
But nothing you can see
You'll want to disappear

Oh - It's hard to tell apart
Oh - When it's the end of your life
Oh - And mesmerize your fate
Oh - Cause all you feel is hate

The fear appear in emotion
It's very hard to tell
But now your tale is over
Your soul will end up in hell

Just Self-Brutality

Excellence

It's even closer than your heart can stand
We got a mind but we can't command
It's nothing more than a mere question of breed
No way to break apart from us this greed
We know we're closer than our hearts could stand
I gotta tell you there's nobody to blame

Just suppose things must be like this
Don't ever mind your self-brutality
The blame inside your heart won't bring you peace
It just keeps playing with your self-esteem

Somewhere outside you'll find another home
I bet you'll never get yourself alone
Morality makes you just one more sheep
It tries to kill the beauty of your dreams
The beast inside us all is not a stone to keep inert

Searching for a Better Life

Excellence

I'm sure that everything in life is passing by
The time is so aggressive, now it makes me agonize
I'm waiting for tomorrow but tomorrow's nothing new
The days are all the same, I can't explain what I feel

I know it's too late to start again
I need to realize
I think all I have to do is cry
And wish I could have another life

Never realized that life is better than it seems
Worthless things took me much time and now I feel the end is near
I don't know what I'll do, I have no strength to carry on
I think that I must go and run away from this pain

I know it's too late to start again
Oh no, goodbye my friends now
I am leaving all these things behind
I'm searching for a better life

Serves You Right

Excellence

Day after day you got sick of your game
But these things you'd rather hide
Nobody ever could see you inside
Build your wall, wear your disguise

Don't take everything for granted
You might make yourself a fool
Though you're acting high and mighty
There's so much of worm in you

Sometimes it's useless to complain
The choice was yours, now stand the pain
Don't be naive, they are deceiving you
Nobody will be there

Pride always comes before a fall
I laugh as I watch you to stand tall
I've seen this story long ago and I know
The end will serve you right

The Next Season

Excellence

I miss the old feast with the hearts
Each time I stare at days of yore
I'm destitute now of human hope
Was left of me just this cursing soul

I wonder what lies I should tell
I wonder who I should adore
I know these saints I must attack
I know these hearts I must mistreat

Not strong anymore, can't fight bad blood
Once I was strong, now I'm just bad blood
You've taken away from me any chance to live in peace
Now fever and cancer fade away my soul

I'll come back with iron arms
In a darker skin with a furious eye
Under my mask I'll trick whoever's in my way
I'm gonna show off my chest of gold
I'll be lazy and cruel to the rest of the world
Every woman on Earth will be at my feet
I'm coming back from the burning land
Revenge will done by my own hands

The Twilight

Excellence

Drown all your dreams, fresh your mind with a lie
Try to escape from the truth that's behind you
Just realize you were born to be sad
And you should never dare to be something better

So tear your heart apart
Blind yourself to live
Foes are here to stay
And that's how it's gonna be

Share all your fears, put your blame on a torch
You're never enough to please who you want to
You gaze at the sky when you're feeling alone
The answer returns in the shape of a thunder

So blind yourself apart
Tear yourself to live
Wretchedness is here to stay
And that's how it's gonna be

Days only come after nights
Soldiers should not give up any fight
It's time to reload all the hope that we've missed
The road can be pleasant and bright
Fresh your mind and your soul at the twilight
Maybe one of these days you'll be learning to live

So make yourself a lie
Fake yourself to breathe
Pain is here to stay
And that's how it has to be

Days only come after nights
Soldiers should not give up any fight
It's time to reload all the hope that we've missed (once in the past)
The road can be pleasant and bright
Let me change mind and soul at the twilight
Surely one of these days we'll be learning to leave...

Won't Listen to Fools

Excellence

Now your end is near but you don't want to resist
You have shattered your dreams being afraid to risk
The chances you had were all thrown down the drain
The wings given to you, you've laid them to rest

Now all you have to do is to complain
And wake up to curse the light of day
I never asked you for warning
Your censure is bullshit to me

I am allowed to decide what I want for my life, how I want to live
Won't ever listen to fools trying to tell me the person who I should be
I'm aware of the hazard I'm taking for trying to reach for the stars
But there's no fear in my heart
I'll be chasing my dreams as long as I'm alive

I'm not obliged to justify all the things I have done to my own
You won't change my mind, the choice must be mine
I must leave you talking alone